Soo.... yeah ive been hanging out with ian usualy every day just hanging out playing guitar, singing, and yesterday we went and got a birthday present for shannon . We came to the conclusion that we are going to start writing our own song with eachother so that will be fun...Yesterday i hung out with sqy and and 3 other of her friend first we stoped by sqy's house and her parents havent seen me since i was in 10th so they were all supprised to see how much ive changed then we went and saw that ring 2 they thought it was scary but it was good but very predictable but not scary then i got invited to a party with sqy but i passed on that cause it was already 11.  and today i hung out with patrick after like forever we went the mall and looked for some cloths for me but well that was a dissaster thats all i can say is a dissaster..the only cool thing would have been going to joes crab shack to go see sqy and eat...but it was fun i ended up embarising my mom and patrick singing and stuff in the mall. So tomorrow the plan is go to the beach the plans are still comming together matty might come and maybe aldo or whoever may be alot of people or just a few people showing up...anyone is invited just call me up.
PS. dont combine rubios quasadilla and baskin robins ice cream the two = sickness

<3 brian

...we do need to talk and hopefully in person. i just wish it all could go back to the way it was sometimes

Alright updating after having enough ppl ask me to....so yeah not much just a lot of school focusing on that and doing pretty good. Today was our last day so that was pretty cool. I went over to ians tonight cause well i just needed to be with someone to talk to and forget about things. Im not sure what im doing over this break i know im going to palm springs, im gonna look for a hockey team to join and then start taking some lessons, work on my senior project, and i dont know some crazy stuff will come up...i think my ex kathleen is comming down from texas might go visit her havent seen her in 2 years or so. I got invited to shannons birthday party so ill be going to that. That about it i guess ooo ill also be cooking a whole bunch. Since i can leggaly drive people on the 18 im gonna try and get a big group of friends and go somehwhere maybe some amusment park or to the river or desert with my aunt and uncle or maybe camping everything is up in the air right now. Today hasnt been a good day but i finally realized that if somone did care for you enough they would do just about anything for you and make sacrifices today i found out that thats not the case for a person and they must not have cared as much as they said they did... but its ok it sucks but my life will move on    ...i cared for you more than anything

ive given you chances

that's where we once belonged, but im gone i swear im
Long gone
So give it, throw your hats in the air and change just as they land youre saying "we'll get out of here"
But something tells me your'e too scared to go so the stairs that you could climb are the ones youve left behind and your Eyes light up when we talk about the past god i miss those songs we used to sing, talking like getting away would be the
Greatest thing well me, i got out, and you kept singing to me like that's really going to set this free....
 sometimes i just cant sleep, thinking of
Everything we could have been

So yeah yesterday i got grounded...for just that day from the car...so i wasnt able to go to sams i was so pissed off!....so to try and like suck up to my mom i cleaned the living room, kitchen(did all the dishes), and then vacumed. That didnt really work but it turn out sam just drove down from poway to hang out so me and her just hung out from 7pm..till 1am...we kinda watched finding nemo...and just took a buncha pics and just chilled..so that was a good night. I got sick yesterday so that really sucked first time i have been sick in about a year. Today went over to petco with my sisters dog for some fair thingy idk it was gay so i left but anyways i gotta do a butt load of homework today :( sucks but im glad its not due till tuesday cause i only have that class on bdays(not birthdays). I freaking got the movie The Notebook....that is seriously the best movie ever!..haha but after i finish my homework ill see if patrick wants to hang out maybe we will go see hitch...alright well thats all today BYE

Yeah had to wake up at 8 this morning to watch the kids while my mom went to go take the cat to the vet.....arhh that sucked. I woke up and my dog was sleeping right beside me half its body under the cover and half not and its head was on the pillow it was cute. So today im gonna go get the notebook, do some homework, maybe chill with some friends, then babysit yup thats prolly it then Saturday..im probably going to sams ill bring the notebook with me cause when it was out in theatres we always meant to see it with eachother but never did. Finally got my FTP up just need to fix it a little. Just got a myspace here's the link

(ill post the pics with my dog sometime else)

PS. just thought i would let you know i keep catching the flea...but no free iPOD whats up with that man its like where is my iPOD i should have like 3 by now i caught the flea like 3 times GOSH!

Hey everyone hows it going..its going alright here not great but not bad. Ive been bussy babysitting and with school and friends...the senior project due date is comming up and i havent even started ehh!!!! but at least i already passed my paper. So yeah ive been bored and decided to pimp out my computer so here are some pics......

*UPDATE*

had to take the pics out was slowing my xanga down to much not that it doesnt already load slow...well anyways 3 day weekend!